i am a single mother of nine .. twins boy and girl 21 yrs old ,and 18 girl ,and 16 girl ,and 15 girl and 8 girl ,and 6 boy ,and 4 girl, and 2 boy.. i just lost my job and that was just paying my bills and rent barley. I am trying but it just seems like everytime i take one step forward i get knocked back 3.. i dont have a car cant find any jobs in this area , dont get me wrong i am greatful i have a roof over my and food and all of my kids are happy and healthy, but i would just like to have a happy christmas to see there faces ..i just spent my 100.00 on my phone bill because i cant have that cut off hoping a job will call me and i have no money or gifts for my children.. if anyone can help me i would be so happy.. i never ask for help i always give help i am so giving to other people and now it seems like no is there for me this time.so please if anyone is out there.. thank you for reading this